Yay!!
I went to woolworths today and bought the first disc of SGA season 3!!
*Does a little dance*
I've missed having new atlntis *things* to watch. I've already watched the *Sateda- Mission directive* 3 times. I'm currently watching it again, but making screencaps of certain bits that contain the Uber-wraith (Dan Payne), so that I can put them on his forum: http://www.danpaynefans.net
Ah yes, the main reason I am excited about the dvd....
DAN PAYNE!!!
Something new to watch with Dan in it!! hehe There are some funny shots of Dan in the *mission directive*. I can't wai to to watch the *sateda* commentary, as who ever is doing the commentaries of an episode Dan is in always has something nice to say about him.
Anyway, i'm going to carry on screencapping the *mission directive* and stop talking about Dan Payne. (I'm going to look at him instead, lol (okay, he's in full makeup, but its still him :P))
Tuesday, 28 August 2007
Tuesday, 31 July 2007
Argh! She Lost Them All!!
I feel like I am going to kill my now former housemate.
When she moved out of the house, she left a box of the dvd's that I leant her in the living room so that I could find them easily (or so she says). Now they have all gone missing!!
Why would you leave someones things in a house full of people neither of you know anyway?!?!
The thing that really, REALLY pisses me off is the fact that in the box were basically ALL my *Stargate* dvds.
I had a boxset of seasons 1-7 of *Sg1*- that was in the box.
3 discs from season 9- they were in the box.
Most of my season 6 & 7 boxsets- in the box.
ALL my Atlantis dvds- IN THE BOX!!!
And to top it all off, 3 more dvds were in there.... my favourites....... my whole Special Extended Editions of *The Lord Of The Rings* Trilogy. My favourite films ever!!
Basicallly over £200 worth of my things that I trusted her with and she's lost them. Either that or she is just keeping them and lying to me.
If someone who is in the house now doesnt come forward with them, I am going to tell the Landlords that i am going to get the police involved, as either place they could be is to do with landlords (the ***** has moved into another one of their accomodations). If my stuff isnt recovered.... she's going to buy it all back for me.
This is just what I need on top of everything else that is happening to me right now.
When she moved out of the house, she left a box of the dvd's that I leant her in the living room so that I could find them easily (or so she says). Now they have all gone missing!!
Why would you leave someones things in a house full of people neither of you know anyway?!?!
The thing that really, REALLY pisses me off is the fact that in the box were basically ALL my *Stargate* dvds.
I had a boxset of seasons 1-7 of *Sg1*- that was in the box.
3 discs from season 9- they were in the box.
Most of my season 6 & 7 boxsets- in the box.
ALL my Atlantis dvds- IN THE BOX!!!
And to top it all off, 3 more dvds were in there.... my favourites....... my whole Special Extended Editions of *The Lord Of The Rings* Trilogy. My favourite films ever!!
Basicallly over £200 worth of my things that I trusted her with and she's lost them. Either that or she is just keeping them and lying to me.
If someone who is in the house now doesnt come forward with them, I am going to tell the Landlords that i am going to get the police involved, as either place they could be is to do with landlords (the ***** has moved into another one of their accomodations). If my stuff isnt recovered.... she's going to buy it all back for me.
This is just what I need on top of everything else that is happening to me right now.
Monday, 9 July 2007
I apologise for the last entry guys...
I just wanted to apologise for my last entry guys. I was feeling really down and just needed to get it off of my chest. I think I know what i'm going to do, i'm pretty sure and I have about a month to make up my mind.
My boyfriend knows how nervous I am. He knows that I struggle to believe that someone could actually care for me the way he does. I'm just very confused at the moment by this big step, but I know that it will be alright in the end :)
My boyfriend knows how nervous I am. He knows that I struggle to believe that someone could actually care for me the way he does. I'm just very confused at the moment by this big step, but I know that it will be alright in the end :)
Have I Made The Right Decision?
All I can think about at this moment is whether or not I have made the right decision over something.
Sometime this month, I am supposed to be moving in with my boyfriend. I am really worried over whetehr or not this is even remotely a good idea. I have been thinking for months, possibly even a year (or even more), over whether or not I should break up with him. I care for him, I really do, but i'm not sure if i'm in love with him or even attracted to him (What the hell is wrong with me?!). I don't know whether its my mind having doubts about this, or me just thinking *how can he love me? Why would someone feel that way about me?* At this moment, my self esteem is at an all time low, I dont know whether or not that has something to do with this doubts that i'm having, but.... argh!! I don't even know what to write her, i'm so confused. What the hell is wrong with me?! If he really cares for me, how can I put him through this? What if I move in, then break up with him a few months down the line?
I don't know how I feel about him. I don't have any reason not to love him. He's..... what the hell is wrong with me? Why am I so confused about this? I'm in tears just typing this, so I apologise if it makes no sense at all. I just had to putit down and get my emotions and everything out. I can barely even think about things at the moment. Why am I thinking like this? Why can't I just be happy for myself for once?
Why does everything have to go wrong?
Sometime this month, I am supposed to be moving in with my boyfriend. I am really worried over whetehr or not this is even remotely a good idea. I have been thinking for months, possibly even a year (or even more), over whether or not I should break up with him. I care for him, I really do, but i'm not sure if i'm in love with him or even attracted to him (What the hell is wrong with me?!). I don't know whether its my mind having doubts about this, or me just thinking *how can he love me? Why would someone feel that way about me?* At this moment, my self esteem is at an all time low, I dont know whether or not that has something to do with this doubts that i'm having, but.... argh!! I don't even know what to write her, i'm so confused. What the hell is wrong with me?! If he really cares for me, how can I put him through this? What if I move in, then break up with him a few months down the line?
I don't know how I feel about him. I don't have any reason not to love him. He's..... what the hell is wrong with me? Why am I so confused about this? I'm in tears just typing this, so I apologise if it makes no sense at all. I just had to putit down and get my emotions and everything out. I can barely even think about things at the moment. Why am I thinking like this? Why can't I just be happy for myself for once?
Why does everything have to go wrong?
Saturday, 30 June 2007
Dan Payne: Sweetest Guy Ever?
Okay, I think that Dan Payne may well just be the sweetest guy ever!!
Recently, i've been feeling incredibly down because fo quite a few things that have been happening in my life. The one good thing amongst all of this is that my stepmum has been home from the hospital for about 2 weeks. But basically everything else is in complete turmoil and nothing seems to be going right.
Earlier tonight, I logged into Facebook to discover that I had been *poked* by none other than Dan himself. it mad me smile and I *poked* him back. Within a few minutes, he had *poked* me back. I did again, then he did it once more. This made me laugh as, usually, *poking* is only used between friends, so the fact that Dan, an actor who has featured in *Stargate: Sg1*, *Stargate: Atlantis*, *Alice, I Think*, *John Tucker Must Die* and more, has done this made me smile a lot and helped cheer me up slightly.
Then, when I logged on at about 3am my time, I saw that Dan had posted in the *Ask Dan Payne* thread on Gateworld and several times on his forum that I run for him- www.danpaynefans.net. I went to the gateworld post first and saw that he had mentioned both me and an upcoming contest that is going to be held on his forum. So, then, I went to his forum and saw that there were loads of people online!!! At one point, theer was 48 people online!! Waaayyyy more then there has been before!! and in one of threads, where i tell the rest of the members that I am making a fanvid for Dans character in *Alice, I Think* (John Macleod) and dan made this post:
*You will do it justice and then some as you always do! And I cannot thank you enough for always coming through with kindness and passion. If the Dalai Lama is right you have greatness coming your way...even more than you have now! I am still anxious to see the video as the memory will be great to have since the show is not being renewed. I would also like to thank everyone who emailed and tried to help prolong the life of the show. I so greatly appreciate your efforts. Catch you soon!
Peace,
DAN*
I cant believe he put something like that. I was at acompletely loss for words. Dan really is the sweetest guy ever.
Recently, i've been feeling incredibly down because fo quite a few things that have been happening in my life. The one good thing amongst all of this is that my stepmum has been home from the hospital for about 2 weeks. But basically everything else is in complete turmoil and nothing seems to be going right.
Earlier tonight, I logged into Facebook to discover that I had been *poked* by none other than Dan himself. it mad me smile and I *poked* him back. Within a few minutes, he had *poked* me back. I did again, then he did it once more. This made me laugh as, usually, *poking* is only used between friends, so the fact that Dan, an actor who has featured in *Stargate: Sg1*, *Stargate: Atlantis*, *Alice, I Think*, *John Tucker Must Die* and more, has done this made me smile a lot and helped cheer me up slightly.
Then, when I logged on at about 3am my time, I saw that Dan had posted in the *Ask Dan Payne* thread on Gateworld and several times on his forum that I run for him- www.danpaynefans.net. I went to the gateworld post first and saw that he had mentioned both me and an upcoming contest that is going to be held on his forum. So, then, I went to his forum and saw that there were loads of people online!!! At one point, theer was 48 people online!! Waaayyyy more then there has been before!! and in one of threads, where i tell the rest of the members that I am making a fanvid for Dans character in *Alice, I Think* (John Macleod) and dan made this post:
*You will do it justice and then some as you always do! And I cannot thank you enough for always coming through with kindness and passion. If the Dalai Lama is right you have greatness coming your way...even more than you have now! I am still anxious to see the video as the memory will be great to have since the show is not being renewed. I would also like to thank everyone who emailed and tried to help prolong the life of the show. I so greatly appreciate your efforts. Catch you soon!
Peace,
DAN*
I cant believe he put something like that. I was at acompletely loss for words. Dan really is the sweetest guy ever.
Monday, 21 May 2007
Im Going To The Expo!
Oh my god.....
I dont think im going to be able to sleep tonight. I am on such a complete buzzing high!! Ive been waiting on my benefits so that I could go to the LondonExpo (which is this weekend) and my dad has said thats hes going to pay for me to go as a birthday present!! OMG!! How cool is that?!?! I can't stop shaking with the pure excitement I am feeling at the thought of getting to meet Paul McGillion (Its CARSON!!!!) and the absolutely amazing Amanda Tapping,w ho I probably wont be able to speak around as ive grown up watching her. She's going to be soooooo cool!! The real, full reason I am this excited is the fact that I finally get to meet Damian Kindler face to face! I've spoken to him, but never met him so I am sooo nervous about it. What am I going to say to him? I'll be shaking like a leaf!!
Oh man...... I need to calm down and to at least try to get some sleep.
I dont think im going to be able to sleep tonight. I am on such a complete buzzing high!! Ive been waiting on my benefits so that I could go to the LondonExpo (which is this weekend) and my dad has said thats hes going to pay for me to go as a birthday present!! OMG!! How cool is that?!?! I can't stop shaking with the pure excitement I am feeling at the thought of getting to meet Paul McGillion (Its CARSON!!!!) and the absolutely amazing Amanda Tapping,w ho I probably wont be able to speak around as ive grown up watching her. She's going to be soooooo cool!! The real, full reason I am this excited is the fact that I finally get to meet Damian Kindler face to face! I've spoken to him, but never met him so I am sooo nervous about it. What am I going to say to him? I'll be shaking like a leaf!!
Oh man...... I need to calm down and to at least try to get some sleep.
Saturday, 19 May 2007
Seriously Considering Moving To Vancouver
Ive been thinking today that I really need to do something with my life. My joints are getting bad incredibly quickly and if they continue to deteriate at this rate, im not going to have much chance to follow my dream of working in the media business.
Visiting Vancouver has been a long time dream of mine and I have recently started to think about what it would be like to live there. Vanocuver is becoming a center for media companies and tv/film productions so I would kind of be working for 2 dreams in one. If im going to do this, I need to do it soon, otherwise i'll be in no fit state to be able to do what I want to do. Ive just got to build up the courage to be able to ask my dad for help as I know that I wont be able to do it without him. Any kind of started job for a media company and I would do it! Hell, id even be teh tea lady if it meant getting my foot in the door. I just need to start planning it all out and find a way of doing it.
I feel like I need to do this. With everything that ive been through here in Yate, I need a fresh start and I need to start chasing my dream.
Now, to the planning!!
Visiting Vancouver has been a long time dream of mine and I have recently started to think about what it would be like to live there. Vanocuver is becoming a center for media companies and tv/film productions so I would kind of be working for 2 dreams in one. If im going to do this, I need to do it soon, otherwise i'll be in no fit state to be able to do what I want to do. Ive just got to build up the courage to be able to ask my dad for help as I know that I wont be able to do it without him. Any kind of started job for a media company and I would do it! Hell, id even be teh tea lady if it meant getting my foot in the door. I just need to start planning it all out and find a way of doing it.
I feel like I need to do this. With everything that ive been through here in Yate, I need a fresh start and I need to start chasing my dream.
Now, to the planning!!
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